HELP. I wrote genderbent vaguely-Sonata-verse drawerfic just to get it out of my head, and what was supposed to just be a kinky sex scene to live on my hard drive forever just sprouted a plot.
I have other projects to work on! I don't have time for Yet Another Turnabout Serenade AU, Genderbent Edition, This Time Rated E!
...fiiiiiiiiiine I'll write it and see how far I get. Might be a fun "work on this in between serious fics" project. But still. C'mon, brain. Why.
(I would blame this on a stressful weekend and Mirage dumping a glass of water on my head at 2 AM, but honestly I think my brain is just like this.)
I have other projects to work on! I don't have time for Yet Another Turnabout Serenade AU, Genderbent Edition, This Time Rated E!
...fiiiiiiiiiine I'll write it and see how far I get. Might be a fun "work on this in between serious fics" project. But still. C'mon, brain. Why.
(I would blame this on a stressful weekend and Mirage dumping a glass of water on my head at 2 AM, but honestly I think my brain is just like this.)
Hello, Friends!
How'd the week go for you? I hope you have good news to report, but even if the week was a wash, don't despair--there's another week ahead to give you time to achieve your goals. Please do share, if you're so inclined, and know that there's no judgement here, only support.
( My Week in Review )
May your week be a good one, whatever that means for you.
How'd the week go for you? I hope you have good news to report, but even if the week was a wash, don't despair--there's another week ahead to give you time to achieve your goals. Please do share, if you're so inclined, and know that there's no judgement here, only support.
( My Week in Review )
May your week be a good one, whatever that means for you.
I have a running list of games I remember from my childhood that I add to whenever I think of one. I always think there can't possibly be any more game memories to unearth, and I'm always wrong. For this one I blame/credit
zorealis, who brought it up during one of our regular nostalgia rambles.
Wheel of Fortune is a letter-guessing game based on the long-running US game show. It's like Hangman, or if the kids don't play Hangman anymore then it's like Wordle. The added strategy element is that before you guess a letter you have to spin the wheel to determine how many points your guess will be worth if it's right. The wheel also features bad outcomes like skipping your turn or losing all your points.

This DOS version of the game is very easy and probably aimed at children. You can play hotseat multiplayer, otherwise the game provides NPC opponents who don't exactly pass the Turing Test; I found it difficult to lose to them even when I tried. They'd cheerfully guess Q or Z for no reason, even while R and T were still sitting there like so many low-hanging consonant fruits. Poor pixel Vanna White always kept a professional smile on her face as she clapped encouragingly for each spin of the wheel, but I know she was secretly judging us, languishing in her pixel heels as she waited for someone to guess a right letter so she could awkwardly shuffle over there and turn it already, for God's sake.
The reason I was trying to let them win was that I was curious what would happen. When a human player wins, they get to do a solo bonus round. Would it make me sit through the computer doing it too?
( Let's find out )
I don't think I played this game very much as a kid. Even in 1987 there were more engaging options. But if you're like me and have been holding onto memories of it in some dusty disused corner of your hippocampus, you can play Wheel of Fortune in your browser.
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Wheel of Fortune is a letter-guessing game based on the long-running US game show. It's like Hangman, or if the kids don't play Hangman anymore then it's like Wordle. The added strategy element is that before you guess a letter you have to spin the wheel to determine how many points your guess will be worth if it's right. The wheel also features bad outcomes like skipping your turn or losing all your points.

This DOS version of the game is very easy and probably aimed at children. You can play hotseat multiplayer, otherwise the game provides NPC opponents who don't exactly pass the Turing Test; I found it difficult to lose to them even when I tried. They'd cheerfully guess Q or Z for no reason, even while R and T were still sitting there like so many low-hanging consonant fruits. Poor pixel Vanna White always kept a professional smile on her face as she clapped encouragingly for each spin of the wheel, but I know she was secretly judging us, languishing in her pixel heels as she waited for someone to guess a right letter so she could awkwardly shuffle over there and turn it already, for God's sake.
The reason I was trying to let them win was that I was curious what would happen. When a human player wins, they get to do a solo bonus round. Would it make me sit through the computer doing it too?
( Let's find out )
I don't think I played this game very much as a kid. Even in 1987 there were more engaging options. But if you're like me and have been holding onto memories of it in some dusty disused corner of your hippocampus, you can play Wheel of Fortune in your browser.
This poll brought to you by some questions relevant to my next book post, and a discussion with
phantomtomato.
For what it's worth, I was spoiled(?) years ago for the reveal, and I don't think it hindered my enjoyment of the book at all.
(Comments may contain spoilers? I guess?)
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Is it a spoiler to state the PREMISE of Never Let Me Go by Kazuo Ishiguro, which is revealed 80 pages in but is treated as a secret by the jacket copy?
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Yes.
4 (8.2%)
No.
3 (6.1%)
Technically yes, but the book is 20 years old and it's common knowledge now.
26 (53.1%)
I'm not familiar with the book.
16 (32.7%)
Is it a spoiler to state the GENRE of Never Let Me Go by Kazuo Ishiguro, which is discernible neither from the jacket copy nor from where it was shelved in my library?
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Yes.
1 (2.0%)
No.
19 (38.8%)
Technically yes, but it's in the first sentence of the book's Wikipedia article so you're probably good.
16 (32.7%)
I have not become familiar with the book between the previous question and this one.
13 (26.5%)
For what it's worth, I was spoiled(?) years ago for the reveal, and I don't think it hindered my enjoyment of the book at all.
(Comments may contain spoilers? I guess?)
subtitle that didn't fit in the subject line: Indigenous Wisdom, Scientific Knowledge, and the Teachings of Plants
Robin Wall Kimmerer is a botanist and an enrolled member of the Citizen Potawatomi Nation. The "braid" of the the title refers to the interweaving of Western science with Indigenous knowledge to create a way of looking at the world that is stronger than either one alone. In a series of wide-ranging essays she elaborates on this idea from many angles, exploring the economic and cultural factors that lead us to feel cut off from the land that sustains us, and the consequences for our environment, our society, and our mental health.
I found the book effective at developing an intuitive sense of what she means and what it looks like to hold complementary truths and change our relationship with the planet. She argues that the problem isn't just seeing the environment as a possession to exploit, but also the common perception of "nature" as something separate from ourselves that we mustn't touch, like a fragile exhibit in a museum that we can only admire with our hands clasped behind our backs. Indigenous relationships with the land are mutual interactions, and active land management in the Americas long predates colonization. She points out that while those of us who aren't Indigenous can't appropriate those cultures, we can still cultivate a relationship of intimate reciprocity with the land we live on in our own way. I was struck by her comment that many North American settlers seem to have one foot on the land and one still on the boat, as if we're not really sure if we're staying. It's been a long time; maybe, for all our sakes, we need to start treating this like home.
The book is beautifully written, and struck me as deeply evocative of the Obama era in its themes of reaching across gulfs of misunderstanding and its appeals to hope. Kimmerer cautions that despair robs us of our agency, which was perhaps easier to say in 2013, but I believe the message is more relevant now than ever.
I have to admit that at close to 400 pages I think the book might be too long, and some of the later essays began to feel like they were reiterating earlier points rather than expanding upon them. It might read better if you interspersed the essays with reading other things rather than plowing straight through, but I have a hard time doing that so maybe it's on me. The book does offer a lot to think about and isn't the kind of material that can be digested quickly, and I expect I'll be thinking about it for a long time.
Robin Wall Kimmerer is a botanist and an enrolled member of the Citizen Potawatomi Nation. The "braid" of the the title refers to the interweaving of Western science with Indigenous knowledge to create a way of looking at the world that is stronger than either one alone. In a series of wide-ranging essays she elaborates on this idea from many angles, exploring the economic and cultural factors that lead us to feel cut off from the land that sustains us, and the consequences for our environment, our society, and our mental health.
I found the book effective at developing an intuitive sense of what she means and what it looks like to hold complementary truths and change our relationship with the planet. She argues that the problem isn't just seeing the environment as a possession to exploit, but also the common perception of "nature" as something separate from ourselves that we mustn't touch, like a fragile exhibit in a museum that we can only admire with our hands clasped behind our backs. Indigenous relationships with the land are mutual interactions, and active land management in the Americas long predates colonization. She points out that while those of us who aren't Indigenous can't appropriate those cultures, we can still cultivate a relationship of intimate reciprocity with the land we live on in our own way. I was struck by her comment that many North American settlers seem to have one foot on the land and one still on the boat, as if we're not really sure if we're staying. It's been a long time; maybe, for all our sakes, we need to start treating this like home.
The book is beautifully written, and struck me as deeply evocative of the Obama era in its themes of reaching across gulfs of misunderstanding and its appeals to hope. Kimmerer cautions that despair robs us of our agency, which was perhaps easier to say in 2013, but I believe the message is more relevant now than ever.
I have to admit that at close to 400 pages I think the book might be too long, and some of the later essays began to feel like they were reiterating earlier points rather than expanding upon them. It might read better if you interspersed the essays with reading other things rather than plowing straight through, but I have a hard time doing that so maybe it's on me. The book does offer a lot to think about and isn't the kind of material that can be digested quickly, and I expect I'll be thinking about it for a long time.
Not having a big project actively in-progress (either at work or at home) feels so weird. What do you mean I can just sip my tea and work on some continuing education this morning, and then tonight I'll have time to cook dinner and play video games?
I finally got around to watching Kpop Demon Hunters and had a blast. I don't think I'm going to be particularly fannish about it (I had fun, but I didn't feel the "oh, I NEED to read fic" pull), but boy am I glad I waited until I was completely finished with Sonata to watch it. There's just enough thematic similarities that it would have Done Things to the final two chapters, and this way I'm allowed to put the soundtrack on loop for the next six weeks without impacting a carefully planned thematic ending.
I have Forsaken Road and broken beaten damned plot thoughts in progress, but I need to figure out some character names before I can really start bouncing those around. So I'll probably work on some kink meme fills for a bit, catch up on badly neglected Fandomweekly banners, and hold off on detailed longfics for a little while.
Mirage has her first vet appointment on Friday! We'll see how it goes, but she's a sweetheart, so I'm optimistic. The only real problem is going to be getting her in the carrier in the first place, and as long as I catch her before she slips under the bed that'll be fine.
There's another goose with a broken wing in the park, so I may be doing another Goose Rescue this weekend. I've learned from last time, so this time I will be bringing friends and planning accordingly. (I have several friends who responded to the story with "why didn't you call me? I want to catch a goose!", so I think there will be interest.)
I finally got around to watching Kpop Demon Hunters and had a blast. I don't think I'm going to be particularly fannish about it (I had fun, but I didn't feel the "oh, I NEED to read fic" pull), but boy am I glad I waited until I was completely finished with Sonata to watch it. There's just enough thematic similarities that it would have Done Things to the final two chapters, and this way I'm allowed to put the soundtrack on loop for the next six weeks without impacting a carefully planned thematic ending.
I have Forsaken Road and broken beaten damned plot thoughts in progress, but I need to figure out some character names before I can really start bouncing those around. So I'll probably work on some kink meme fills for a bit, catch up on badly neglected Fandomweekly banners, and hold off on detailed longfics for a little while.
Mirage has her first vet appointment on Friday! We'll see how it goes, but she's a sweetheart, so I'm optimistic. The only real problem is going to be getting her in the carrier in the first place, and as long as I catch her before she slips under the bed that'll be fine.
There's another goose with a broken wing in the park, so I may be doing another Goose Rescue this weekend. I've learned from last time, so this time I will be bringing friends and planning accordingly. (I have several friends who responded to the story with "why didn't you call me? I want to catch a goose!", so I think there will be interest.)
Welcome back to another week of the Fitness Fellowship!
Here's the place to check in for the week that was. How did you do, goals-wise or otherwise? Did you have any challenges? Little victories? Happy accidents? Whatever the case, please know that you are always welcome to share your ups and downs with us.
( My Week in Review )
May the week to come be gentle on you, my friends.
Here's the place to check in for the week that was. How did you do, goals-wise or otherwise? Did you have any challenges? Little victories? Happy accidents? Whatever the case, please know that you are always welcome to share your ups and downs with us.
( My Week in Review )
May the week to come be gentle on you, my friends.
It's that time of year again...
The survey takes five minutes* and is open until August 30th.
* Theoretically, unless the questions give you an existential crisis and you spend longer than that staring into space.
The 2025 Gender Census is now open!
This survey is open to anyone, in any country, of any age, whose experience of their gender doesn't fit tidily into the strict binary of female/male. It seeks broad statistical data about the language we use to refer to ourselves in English, e.g. pronouns, identity words, titles. The results will be made public for use in activism, self-advocacy, business and academia.
The survey takes five minutes* and is open until August 30th.
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